FIRE AND FREEZE!!!!!

Sunday was just relaxing for me..in the evening,i went to play volleyball.For your info,i never play volleyball before.haha.So,the time i play was like i more to evade when the ball come or i can't hit the ball.haha..Don't really like volleyball as it was painful to hit it..-_-ll
after 20mins of playing,i just come out with a sugestion:
you guys know what is ''deng kok kok (the way i call it wen i was a kid )/fire and freeze /兵捉贼?''
After explanation given,volleyball time change to deng kok kok time..haha..
The game is like we have someone to be the police,and he need to catch the others.
whereas the others just need to run as to avoid from being caught.haha..
small kids game played by 21 years old teenager and we have a guy with us leh..and he is JOSEPH...hahah...JOSEPH IS SO CHILDISH!!!!LOLZ..
p/s: Do contact me if you want to join us for the game.hahah...=P

Another day..

haha..had just finish my bloody tests today..what a relief...
Today gave out my another first time on utm--motorbike riding.haha...
Thought of play badminton but hall was fulled.
So,a brilliant idea came out of a friend of mine.
''Why don't we get a motorbike to dine outside utm?''she said.
''cool!''i said while nodding head.
So,the experience is just exciting for me.It is a gear mode one which i'm not really used to it.Many cars passing by.. Don't know how to describe the feeling but it is diferent if compared with motor riding in T.I( my lovely hometown).
Anyway,it is dangerous to ride here.

Editor notes:
-empty mind today.
-like the cool wheather of tonight.
-miss my home
-miss my old buddies
-had a great satisfaction today

May you rest in peace,my friend...

Sad to say that a schoolmate of mine had leave the world.
An accident had took away her life...
Used to joke and play with her..
She is nice,cute and has a sweet smile..
All these scene now can only be memories...
How come god is so cruel..
Life of a 21 years old girl shouldn't end like this..haigh..
Nothing more to say but...
my friend,
you are in our heart..
may you rest in peace.....

Ain't me at home(last day)

Just back from badminton playing..haha..enjoy it much.
For today,the atmosphere of hostel had already back to normal.
unlike 2 days before which is spooky expecially at late night.
my level was almost empty.The air was like still and you can even hear the sound of a needle dropped on the floor.Can you imagine that?haha..
Even i felt like wanna anwswer the nature call,i just tell myself ''npl,hang on,do it tommorow is just the same..lolz...you should know there is difference,right?lolz..
Later gotta go and register for co-curiculum activity for my coming semester.
Well,i plan to take squash.haha.pray to god that i will get it.alehluya..lolz..
Lastly,wanna share you guys a bedtime story:
．．．呃．．．就
说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶
老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我
在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子
欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会
用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！
老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，
那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，
心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，
帮我笑完今生，好吗？
从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把
我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你
十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！
已经在履行约定的傻孩子
泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃
So,what is playing in your mind after you read this story?get the moral value behind?
for me,i feel it is so romantic but i don't wish it will happen on me.haha..
And i think the moral of the story is from this sentence
"记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子"
Chew it slowly..haha..=P

Ain't me at home (day 2)

Well,diet plan just goes well today.A cup of milk and 2 apples had made my day.hehe.Though I'm in hunger now yet must i persevere.Bear not to let myself keep putting on weight.
haha..
However,study plan was just a failure.Really had lost my passion for study.Dead meat..

Ain't me at home(part one)..

''Are you going home ?''
I believed this sentence had came out from mouths since coming Monday is public holiday..
As for me,i had chose to not home.Reason?
Work load is in heap.Assignments and test on coming friday.And not forgetten,my personal errand.heheh..
You see,personal errand is about self-time management.
assignments can put it aside.
Test?sad to say that im a midnight oil burner and caffein killer wheneva test approached..
So,all these will never be an obstacle to my way of home in anyway.
Deep down,the main reason is I wanna know the feeling of being home after apart for 3months which is the longest time in my life up till now.ok,read till this part,i know you people will say i LEBIH.-_-lll...lolz..I also paiseh to tell this reason to people.by the way,fine,i don't care.
For today,i visit to another hostel in my university.Hostel application is around the corner yet i have any clue on where to move.headache.
Anyway,i have a high gratitude to my coursemate,jiting and wang xiao.haha.
Thanks you gals for the visit,precious time and meal.you girls cook very well.i will cook for you gals if i had learnt to cook. .hahahahhaa....

宿命

人生如戏,戏入人生.
这句话耳熟能响却老套.
另一句更够力老套的是..
你是你生命的主宰者,要是人生是一部戏,那你就是导演.故事情节要如何发展下去,到最后故事里面的主角到底是好人有好报?还是应个正, ‘’忠忠直直,终需乞吃’’ 的悲惨下场?全由你来主导.

倘诺导演是我.而导演能控制整个故事.
是不是意味着我能掌控的我的生活?操纵生命里的一切?
(看到这里,希望大家能給自己的脑袋思考以上的问题片刻并作出答案.得到答案后,不用说出来.因为没人想知道..哈哈..)
Ok.认真一点.我们继续.

我的答案是:
天真!你以为你是谁?童话里面的公主?还是台湾偶像剧里的陈欣仪(命中注定我爱你的女主角)?
孩儿时期觉得童话故事很优美对吧?年幼少挨时觉得偶像爱情剧甜入心扉?
告诉你,
小孩觉得童话美妙,是因为他们天真无邪.简单的说,他们是纯洁.
十几岁靓仔靓妹喜欢偶像剧,是因为荷尔蒙发作.哈哈..
之后的年龄阶级,二十一岁或以上者,我们简称之为大人.
大人们至今仍爱童话,迷恋偶像剧,因为那里是避风港.
偶尔,逃往避风港,离开现实.摆脱命运的安排.
向往童话梦幻之旅,再来偶像爱情剧之自己篇漫游.
这一切的幻想是由人的极限(难听点是无能)所导致的.
无能创造出比童话更美丽的故事,谈不起比偶像剧更鬼哭神泣,惊天动地,轰轰烈烈的爱情.
人之所以有局限,全赖于命运的安排----宿命.
所以说,你不是导演,导演是上天.你顶多只能当副导.你可以在拍戏时论文,名言,精句满天飞.但意见还是意见.导演一声cut,你还能吭声吗?

在二十一世纪,把人生比作为越野赛车就最酷不过了.
赛道就如上天给于我们的安排,是早已注定的.
车子是用着蓝宝吉尼(Lamborginy)还是国产普腾(Proton Saga)．．相等于一处世便衔着金钥匙出世的幸运儿或反之．
比赛途中，智者和幸运儿，会看到捷径，比人更快且事半功倍的到终点．反之便是愚者于不幸者．

其实，不管你现在开着的是车子是用着蓝宝吉尼(Lamborginy)还是国产普腾(Proton Saga)，最重要的是比赛时，你抱着的是怎么样的态度与心态．智者与愚者的衡量准则是在与他们的态度．
两者皆须际遇方能顺利通关崭将抵达目的．说到底，所有事情都是注定．
宿命的安排难以改变．好的应珍惜；不好的，命既如此，又何必低垂丧气.