23/08/09

This is weird and annoying.Yet,i don't have a clue to fix it.I'm depressed.

Sick..

A healthy person i am but not for this time.I already sick for almost 2 weeks .haiz.i wanna go home.T.T

Together We Are One

It is a inspiring song that comes in the right time.

Helmet Gamer..

This is Xiao Ting...So focus in gaming...lolz..

New Breathe

Tell me how do you think about the new look of my blog...Any comment is preferable...=)

HoMe-ing

Im in the bus now!haha,,yeayea..now,30th april,5pm sharp.say bye bye to JB!
im on da way home..hahaa..3 months of being apart from the place where i grow ...haha...my excitement now is ineffable..
But,one thing i know.my family is damn miss me ..haha..expecially my mum..lolzz..
few days ago ,i call back home as usual.that time is morning.but the same day in the afternoon,i saw mom miss call me.and i call back to her.
I said:" why calling?"
Mum said:"oh..i just too free..so play with my handphone and accidentally press to call you."
hahaha..what a lame excuse..haha..we talk for half an hour anyway.
Semester break starts.I hope there gonna be something different yet fruitful.
And ya,5 minutes ago,my cousin and sister ring me :
They said:"we go up the hill to shoot tiger once you reach here ya!"
lolz..i bet everybody is scratching head now.it is family language,lolz..
well,it means,"we go Genting Highland once you reach here"
Know what is in my mind now?theme park?no no..
im aged 21..so,what's more if not casino!lol..
Casino!im hunting you tonight!lolz..

25/4/09

Jarak jauh ku tak kira
Ah moi gila dalam hatiku juga;

Hari berjumpa ku ternanti-nanti
Masa lama Saban-saban cuit hati;

Jadi jahat marilah kita
Masa gila marilah kita cipta;

Semangat lembu yang menjalin hati
Peganglah tangan kita barakan lagi!

p/s:untuk sahabat karibku....

四月 24 日 晴

终於挨过了一个星期。拜一到拜五，没有一天停过，真让我元气大伤。一切拜熬夜所赐，现在我的眼睛比熊猫眼还要黑白分明。。惨！
今回考试，真是无言以对。每过一张，就觉得心里属意的那扇门离我越远，遥不可及。哎。。。
下星期还有两张，考完就可以：回家，旅行，跟猪朋狗友团聚。哈哈。继续加油！

LOSTING CONCERT

Now is 3am.While waiting for my hair to dry,i use the time to blog.
So,i just got back from Losting Concert.I have kinda mix feeling for this concert.
First thing,let me tell you some details about the concert.The number of audience is almost 300 people.This concert is fun and songs are really great.I never know UTM will have so many ''hidden dragon''.Cool,i enjoyed to be part of them for this concert.
Although,i realised that most of the feedback form filled by the audience had gave us MC a very good rating since we soap most of the audeince.But,as for myself,i knew that i was kinda low performance.Slow reaction(tonight's hosting is in impromptu way.Fast reaction is deadly important),forgot the song title(luckily my partner is smart enough to safe me on time).What i can say is ,if you ask me to rate myself ,i will say i only worth for 25 out of 100.haigh..you know,this is not my first time to host such kinda activity and do it in impromptu way and neither it is the biggest show i ever host.So,i just can't understand why i will encounter sucj kinda condition.Totally disappointed by myself.Sad.
Anyway,another experience and lesson gained.No matter how,i still find that hosting is a challenging job.I like it much.I believe,i will happy again after i wake up tommorow.
p/s: if i free on coming sem break,i will post up pictures taken.

Watch Your Step !

This morning,there was a girl who live in other wing of my hostel was sent to hospital.She was fell down from first floor to the ground!
As heard,she left her key in room .Thus,she climbed over the window of the living room intended to reach the balcony of her room which the door was left open.
Mishap happened when she miss her step.Her friend tried but still can't hold her hand in time.No mercy from god.''DUMP!!!''she fell down just like this.
Blood draining out from head and nose.She shouted for throe.Luckily,she just suffered a minor fracture on her wrist and minor injuries on head.
Dread drove me quiver like an aspen leaf when i first knew about this incident.I was thinking,i used to do what she did for the same purpose.Just that i did it for helping my friend.Know what?i climbed on 4th floor that time.And,and.my favourite spot for phone chatting is my balcony.I will sit on my balcony and talk endlessly.-_-ll...really thanks god that i still can jump here n there now!!!I promise will sit diam diam next time.haha..
I wish the girl will get well soon.

寂静的夜

寂静的夜
圆月正高悬
老家灯火亮

寂静的夜
蝉鸣正作伴
低头与书叙

寂静的夜
空气正止静
呼吸亦放缓

寂静的夜
倩影正浮现
思念又弥漫

译文：
第一段：把月亮联想成老家亮着的灯火。望月既想家，反映笔者思乡的心情。
第二段：在蝉鸣声的陪伴下低着头与书叙会。代表着笔者孤独的埋头苦读。
第三段：叙述着笔者正准备入眠
第四段：此时，某人的影子又浮现在脑海。又是另一个思念的夜晚。
Editor's note:
-This is my very first creation of poem in this blog.expecially dedicate for my ji mui boon. .haha..She so 麻烦.I told her that i'm writing a blog in msn.Then she ask me to write something sentimental.what la,it is all about my favour on what to write ma.where got people 要求多多，so 难服侍啊！hahahhaa...=P
-High gratitude to Mr.Glendon for giving me precious comment before this poem being posted.METHXI(thank you in French)!!haha

Friday 13th JUne

Had just finish a TIRING movie-watching.If i'm not mistaken ,the movie title was ''Friday 13th June''.
Again,a horror movie that made me shouted my lungs out!!
The violence scenes with people's head chopped off and the nail puctured the eyeball.
Know what?if i have heart attack,you probably can say tata(byebye)to me already.lolz.
Fear nailed me me to my seat with my increasing heatbeat.I did nothing but shout and use my hands to close my eyes.How shameful it was to me.This movie totally drown me in intension.
Um,if you have nothing to do or u had been in a typical life of dull.Watch it!i think this drama will be the one that you longing for.

what did i up to?

hey,guys!I'm back.well,topic for today.''what did i up to? ''Simple question calls for simple answer.
Well,my holiday started yesterday.um..more veracious to say,it is a study week.Started yesterday until 19 of april.12 days of holidays can be fun and another way round.
The picture how i being depravedly in last year study week still painted in my mind.Close myself in room with drama and games rounding the clock. I just cross finger that it will not happen to me again.For that,i had made my moves.
Today's morning i went for Easter celebration.Next monday,i will be the master of ceremony for Losting Concert.This a new songs release concert.I mean students with their own created song will perform it on that day.Hope it will be an enjoyable day for me.
And yea,probably,i will back home on 30 of april.haha.3 months of no home coming really break my record of life. For sure,i don't hope there will be a better one.

FIRE AND FREEZE!!!!!

Sunday was just relaxing for me..in the evening,i went to play volleyball.For your info,i never play volleyball before.haha.So,the time i play was like i more to evade when the ball come or i can't hit the ball.haha..Don't really like volleyball as it was painful to hit it..-_-ll
after 20mins of playing,i just come out with a sugestion:
you guys know what is ''deng kok kok (the way i call it wen i was a kid )/fire and freeze /兵捉贼?''
After explanation given,volleyball time change to deng kok kok time..haha..
The game is like we have someone to be the police,and he need to catch the others.
whereas the others just need to run as to avoid from being caught.haha..
small kids game played by 21 years old teenager and we have a guy with us leh..and he is JOSEPH...hahah...JOSEPH IS SO CHILDISH!!!!LOLZ..
p/s: Do contact me if you want to join us for the game.hahah...=P

Another day..

haha..had just finish my bloody tests today..what a relief...
Today gave out my another first time on utm--motorbike riding.haha...
Thought of play badminton but hall was fulled.
So,a brilliant idea came out of a friend of mine.
''Why don't we get a motorbike to dine outside utm?''she said.
''cool!''i said while nodding head.
So,the experience is just exciting for me.It is a gear mode one which i'm not really used to it.Many cars passing by.. Don't know how to describe the feeling but it is diferent if compared with motor riding in T.I( my lovely hometown).
Anyway,it is dangerous to ride here.

Editor notes:
-empty mind today.
-like the cool wheather of tonight.
-miss my home
-miss my old buddies
-had a great satisfaction today

May you rest in peace,my friend...

Sad to say that a schoolmate of mine had leave the world.
An accident had took away her life...
Used to joke and play with her..
She is nice,cute and has a sweet smile..
All these scene now can only be memories...
How come god is so cruel..
Life of a 21 years old girl shouldn't end like this..haigh..
Nothing more to say but...
my friend,
you are in our heart..
may you rest in peace.....

Ain't me at home(last day)

Just back from badminton playing..haha..enjoy it much.
For today,the atmosphere of hostel had already back to normal.
unlike 2 days before which is spooky expecially at late night.
my level was almost empty.The air was like still and you can even hear the sound of a needle dropped on the floor.Can you imagine that?haha..
Even i felt like wanna anwswer the nature call,i just tell myself ''npl,hang on,do it tommorow is just the same..lolz...you should know there is difference,right?lolz..
Later gotta go and register for co-curiculum activity for my coming semester.
Well,i plan to take squash.haha.pray to god that i will get it.alehluya..lolz..
Lastly,wanna share you guys a bedtime story:
．．．呃．．．就
说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶
老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我
在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子
欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会
用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！
老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，
那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，
心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，
帮我笑完今生，好吗？
从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把
我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你
十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！
已经在履行约定的傻孩子
泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃
So,what is playing in your mind after you read this story?get the moral value behind?
for me,i feel it is so romantic but i don't wish it will happen on me.haha..
And i think the moral of the story is from this sentence
"记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子"
Chew it slowly..haha..=P

Ain't me at home (day 2)

Well,diet plan just goes well today.A cup of milk and 2 apples had made my day.hehe.Though I'm in hunger now yet must i persevere.Bear not to let myself keep putting on weight.
haha..
However,study plan was just a failure.Really had lost my passion for study.Dead meat..

Ain't me at home(part one)..

''Are you going home ?''
I believed this sentence had came out from mouths since coming Monday is public holiday..
As for me,i had chose to not home.Reason?
Work load is in heap.Assignments and test on coming friday.And not forgetten,my personal errand.heheh..
You see,personal errand is about self-time management.
assignments can put it aside.
Test?sad to say that im a midnight oil burner and caffein killer wheneva test approached..
So,all these will never be an obstacle to my way of home in anyway.
Deep down,the main reason is I wanna know the feeling of being home after apart for 3months which is the longest time in my life up till now.ok,read till this part,i know you people will say i LEBIH.-_-lll...lolz..I also paiseh to tell this reason to people.by the way,fine,i don't care.
For today,i visit to another hostel in my university.Hostel application is around the corner yet i have any clue on where to move.headache.
Anyway,i have a high gratitude to my coursemate,jiting and wang xiao.haha.
Thanks you gals for the visit,precious time and meal.you girls cook very well.i will cook for you gals if i had learnt to cook. .hahahahhaa....

宿命

人生如戏,戏入人生.
这句话耳熟能响却老套.
另一句更够力老套的是..
你是你生命的主宰者,要是人生是一部戏,那你就是导演.故事情节要如何发展下去,到最后故事里面的主角到底是好人有好报?还是应个正, ‘’忠忠直直,终需乞吃’’ 的悲惨下场?全由你来主导.

倘诺导演是我.而导演能控制整个故事.
是不是意味着我能掌控的我的生活?操纵生命里的一切?
(看到这里,希望大家能給自己的脑袋思考以上的问题片刻并作出答案.得到答案后,不用说出来.因为没人想知道..哈哈..)
Ok.认真一点.我们继续.

我的答案是:
天真!你以为你是谁?童话里面的公主?还是台湾偶像剧里的陈欣仪(命中注定我爱你的女主角)?
孩儿时期觉得童话故事很优美对吧?年幼少挨时觉得偶像爱情剧甜入心扉?
告诉你,
小孩觉得童话美妙,是因为他们天真无邪.简单的说,他们是纯洁.
十几岁靓仔靓妹喜欢偶像剧,是因为荷尔蒙发作.哈哈..
之后的年龄阶级,二十一岁或以上者,我们简称之为大人.
大人们至今仍爱童话,迷恋偶像剧,因为那里是避风港.
偶尔,逃往避风港,离开现实.摆脱命运的安排.
向往童话梦幻之旅,再来偶像爱情剧之自己篇漫游.
这一切的幻想是由人的极限(难听点是无能)所导致的.
无能创造出比童话更美丽的故事,谈不起比偶像剧更鬼哭神泣,惊天动地,轰轰烈烈的爱情.
人之所以有局限,全赖于命运的安排----宿命.
所以说,你不是导演,导演是上天.你顶多只能当副导.你可以在拍戏时论文,名言,精句满天飞.但意见还是意见.导演一声cut,你还能吭声吗?

在二十一世纪,把人生比作为越野赛车就最酷不过了.
赛道就如上天给于我们的安排,是早已注定的.
车子是用着蓝宝吉尼(Lamborginy)还是国产普腾(Proton Saga)．．相等于一处世便衔着金钥匙出世的幸运儿或反之．
比赛途中，智者和幸运儿，会看到捷径，比人更快且事半功倍的到终点．反之便是愚者于不幸者．

其实，不管你现在开着的是车子是用着蓝宝吉尼(Lamborginy)还是国产普腾(Proton Saga)，最重要的是比赛时，你抱着的是怎么样的态度与心态．智者与愚者的衡量准则是在与他们的态度．
两者皆须际遇方能顺利通关崭将抵达目的．说到底，所有事情都是注定．
宿命的安排难以改变．好的应珍惜；不好的，命既如此，又何必低垂丧气.

承诺的约现

承诺。单凭字面结构来看，便知这二字来头不小。除了笔画多之余，横，竖，撇，捺，直弯钩，中国文字钩字笔画全齐。
所以说，承诺不简单。
以本人有限的课外知识而言，承诺分为口头式和合约式。
顾名思义，口头承诺当然是双方在无文字记录下所达成的协议。为此，双方皆秉持着华人‘一言既出，驷马难追‘的优良品德来维持着双方互惠互利的关系。哪怕是男女之间的海誓山盟，还是素未谋面的陌生人（以商人与客人为例），只要两方在对话中的一方提出承诺，另一方无异接受的话，那么两方的对话是有法律效应的。
反之，合约式成诺较为公式化。由白纸黑字列出承诺内容。你想违反承诺？那你就像在交警面前飞车闯红灯的后果一样“假蜡（hokkien）”。。。
总括而言，承诺应以心提出，以心约现。

其实，今天之所以会在这里以华文挥毫笔墨，纯粹是为了过过手瘾。哈哈。。。
以承诺作为今天的题材是因为本人在昨天不小心付费上了另一堂人生重要的一课。。惨！-_-ll

One Step CloSer

First and foremost ,happy to say that my French test for today is an easy one...lol...
And....
Yup..im getting nearer to my home...
Can't find a word to describe my feeling but laughter from the bottom of my heart denotes everything .....
For thursday,there will be outing with my little bro...
he had been reminding me for thousand time to help him buy new year clothes...
but,you know?itz imposible....
No Time and im not sure about his size....
im a bad sister huh?lolz...
Anyway,i have tonnes of things to settle tommorow.headache...
Once done,must have to fly home immediately.....T_T

~~GHOST~~

When you are free and have nothing to do...just try this..

Chloe-->Just feel free to comment on my pic...lolz..

Sally-->I think she have the potential to be devil...lolz..


David--->He said he is like mashimaro.But i thk it is more like mashimaro in FAT version.lolz

Gabbage-->No matter how hard she try..she is still like this...haiz..no acting potential..kesian...lol...(joke)

Pictures are took on 10/jan/09 Arked kolej 11 UTM...

2009 New Year Celebration!

Happy 2009!!!lolzz..well,if i reminisce my passed new year celebration,shame to tell you that,i never celebrate new year leh...lolz...
um..i think so la...
maybe i had but i forgot already...lolz....
whatever,i just know that for the moment,my memory land for new year celebration is empty.
If you do know,please tell me,k?lolz...
ok...2008 end wonderfully and 2009 started happily..lolz..
31st of DEC 2008,a RM3.30 bus ticket brought me to SINGAPORE.
A place which is so near yet so far.
When you have Sing dollar,it is hellish near!
otherwise,gosh!singapore is so far..lolz...
I back JB on 1st JAN 2009.This trip is just nice.
Thanks my friends there who spend their precious time with me.
Hope to see you guys very soon but singapore now is SO FAR.lolz.....
By the way,i will miss you guys damn much.lolz....


with winie.Theme for today's walk is japanese style.lolz......

Biao JIe and Ivan.oh yea,Ivan and winie are my primary school classmate.

Saw this interesting scene when we were on the way home.
The white white things are bubbles!so fun!i wish i was one of them.

Pretty xmas tree in Orchard road and Bugis Centre.

I like the way we poise.What's up duck(bugs bunny 's trademark..lolz)

The watch..lolz....i have a bear and winnie have a car....lolz...

New Semester.......

First week of school day started officially.
My new semester is just cool!everyday is full with lectures.
Everyday,my class start at 8am and end at 6pm.
my thursday's morning classs even surge me into high emotion!
it started at 7am and again it end at 6pm..haha...SGP students ain't lazy,k?!!!lolz.....
soOo happy about it as i need to wake up early.hahahaha....T_T

Highlight for the day :
-Will be picking up French as my foreign language study.I intended to register japanese but the class full.haiz
-KungFu night at 8pm.Um..for your info,as for today,i have class from 8am till 7pm..so tired !tired!tired!But,i bet with my coursemate last week.The bet is i will follow his surname if i'm not attending the Kungfu class..There is a say in chinese goes''once words thrown out,four hourse hardly to chase''lolz...so gotta keep my words...lolz....-_-lll

Preview for cuming blog :
2009 New Year Celebration..lolz...Photos will be uploaded..